Normal Life
01 Apr 2011 Leave a Comment
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Hi, people! It’s been a long time since the last time I shared my stories. Keep reading, friends, I’ve got a story to be share, about my life, of course. You may have been bored about the stories of a girl who likes a boy, and never have the guts to speak out the feeling, even though (some) girls will never talk first at this kind of situation, maybe not because of being shy and all, maybe it is just the nature of a girl to”wait” for the time to come. I, of course, will talk around that topic.
This guy, a normal one. The first time I met him was when we were just stepped in to the campus where we are studying right now. No feelings, just normal friend. A year passed, well in that year we met each other normally, talk normally, yeah that’s how normal friends, right? Just about two months ago, when I was asked to be a part of a committee and actually we were on the same field, still normal. I don’t know when was the exact time my feeling has changed, I don’t know if I made up this feelings or it just came out like that and I don’t know if it is just for a moment or …, I don’t know. What I know is that I like to see him, love to talk with him, and feel safe when I’m beside him. The committee thing has over, I won’t meet him in a short time, if none of us tried to or the destiny meant for us to meet each other.
I do some effort, maybe he already knew how I felt about him or maybe he didn’t know at all, well something inside my heart said that it doesn’t matter. I love and enjoy this moment a lot, had a crush on a boy, a nice one, indeed. But sometimes I think of something, it has been 19 years. I’m not that desperately wanted to have that kind of relationship, but normally there’s a feeling when you want that kind of relationship for the first time, right? God may have the answer of who’s the boy of my first love, but do I really have to make some efforts? I’ve asked this question to my friends and my self, too. Their answer, of course related to the nature of a girl, that we are not meant “to chase”, but “being chased”. So, I just sit very nicely and “the one” will come to me? Now, I am disgusted with my self talking about all of this, hahaha… Wait, what about my answer? I want this moment to be over soon, he actually like me back and we are meant to be together (as if!) :p
It is the last year of my teenage years, I hope this is the best year I had, my family in a good condition, my academic get better and better, and everything run smoothly. Did you know today is April Mop? Well, my story is a true life story, I didn’t made up, trust me even if today is 1st April 
. I had some #aprilwish, too:
1. No Sleep Late
2. Use money wisely
3. Study harder to get an A for studio
4. Always be happy for whatever happened in my life.
Anyway that’s all for now, did you know that there are some posts in my draft that have been saved for a long time and will never be published? And did you know that there are some books that have stayed in my cupboards for a long time and never get read until the holiday come? What I mean is that there are still other things to think about and to be done. Hey boy, my life is not just about you, but I let this empty space in my heart to be occupied by you 
Keep in touch!
Oka Kartikasari
1st April 2011
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