What If?
05 Dec 2009 Leave a Comment
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What if? A question that could flashed into your mind, whenever you’re heading to solve a problem in a situation. What if I couldn’t do well in the exam? what if I lost my wallet? what if he didn’t like me at all? And so many what ifs that come to your mind, sometimes you think it so hard, but sometimes also, it’s just come into your head unexpectedly. The “what if?” question that always come into my mind is “What if I would never see the people I love again?”. Why did I asked this question? As I said, it just come across my mind and now, it always hanging around my head. I know the reasons of why the question comes out, I had seen so many people had lost their lives, so many people had lost their family and so many natural disasters had happened. Okay, before I moved on, when I wrote this I was inspired by some movies too, and the last one I watched, 2012. I don’t wanna talk about the year 2012, I just wanna asked, What if one day I couldn’t see the people I love at the very last second of our meeting? Anyway, that was all about people’s life and God is the one who control it, not us.
I had this whole idea of “what if” was not because of the above reasons only, it was all because of the people I love and the people who love me, my elder brother for protecting me against any harm that comes to me, my little brother for inspiring my life, my dad for spending his life time working to raise the family, and my mother for her whole’s life she had dedicated to the family. And the problem is that I hadn’t make them proud of me, since I am a very ordinary girl, to become a star in academic I need to study very hard, to become a star in sport I need to practice very hard and to be famous I must step to a very long and hard way. You should have understand what was I’m saying, as a person to achieve something I need to do everything with an extra effort. Am I out of topic? Sorry. So, after all, I haven’t do anything worth for the people I love. And that should not be happened, what if…
You know, I couldn’t believe I wrote this topic in my blog. I also couldn’t believe I could think of such thing I said before. You may asked your self deep inside your heart, what if all the unexpected things happened in your life, in a sudden, I’m sure you will be in a state of shock, but what if you can realize it before? Maybe you will be calmer than before, maybe this part is an exception for people who can handle such condition. Well, now what should we do? I think, you can just live your life as usual, achieve your greatest dream, reach your life’s aim, and don’t forget to always thanked to God for the blessings for you until today. Well, everything come back to its creator, anyway. That’s all I had shared with you this time. See you next time 
Oka Kartikasari
Saturday, 5th December 2009
@Sangkuriang S-9, Bandung
