Letters on Lines

The Resolution Of 2010

31 Dec 2009 Leave a Comment

by okakartika in Sharing

Hi! Today, as I wrote this blog right now,  is really the very last day of the year 2009. Well, I think I had wrote in my previous blog, about the year 2009, I’m kind of like it. So as to make my life in the year 2010 better and worth, I would like to make a resolution that always being made every year. When I looked at the Wikipedia I found the meaning of New Year’s resolution : A New Year’s resolution is a commitment that an individual makes to a project or the reforming of a habit, often a lifestyle change that is generally interpreted as advantageous. The page also shows some favorite resolutions which is actually a really normal and usual things to become a New Year’s resolution. That doesn’t mean that I have the unusual and great resolutions for the next year, I mean, people has differences and similarities, right?

Okay, let’s get started then! For you, whoever is reading this blog, each time you finish reading one of my resolution, before lead to another resolution, wish me so the resolution would come true. My 2010 resolutions:

1. Being A Vegetarian (Semi) : Well, I’m not fully vegetarian next year. I’m in the process of being a vegetarian, specifically I will stop eating chicken. But, I still eat seafood, because I can’t easily get away from my favorite food (read: seafood). Maybe I need 4 or 5 years to become fully vegetarian.
2. Learning French and Guitar : I have been learning French since when I was in Junior High School and continued in college for last 3 months, and it will continue until I become an expert! What I mean is until I can speak fluently. Why guitar? Because there is one guitar lying at home and none had ever play with it. Also, I can’t play any musical instrument, even though I had practiced piano when I was in elementary school, but never play again for about 10 years. I think guitar is cool and I can bring it everywhere.
3. Improve My Grades : Yeah! This one is really need a hard work, now I knew that my classmates are really smart and it’s a challenge for me to be the best between the best. And I will make a better time management for my study time.
4. Improve My Self : It is actually covered many things that has to be improved, I could write hundred of them! But what I really want to improve is managing time and being a good personality.

Actually, I had many resolutions for the year 2010, but what I really focusing on is what I had wrote above.  Simple, but need efforts to make what I wrote come true. Well, now I am counting the time to come, it’s about 4 hours from now. Hope the year 2010 will be better in every aspects of my life, my family and the whole world  than the year 2009. Also, hope my resolutions and your resolutions would come true. Thank you for reading my blog along 2009 and keep in touch with me for 2010. See you next year!

Oka Kartikasari

Thursday, 31st December 2009

@Grows.Net, Bekasi

What If?

05 Dec 2009 Leave a Comment

by okakartika in Sharing

What if? A question that could flashed into your mind, whenever you’re heading to solve a problem in a situation. What if I couldn’t do well in the exam? what if I lost my wallet? what if he didn’t like me at all? And so many what ifs that come to your mind, sometimes you think it so hard, but sometimes also, it’s just come into your head unexpectedly. The “what if?” question that always come into my mind is “What if I would never see the people I love again?”. Why did I asked this question? As I said, it just come across my mind and now, it always hanging around my head. I know the reasons of  why the question comes out, I had seen so many people had lost their lives, so many people had lost their family and so many natural disasters had happened. Okay, before I moved on, when I wrote this I was inspired by some movies too, and the last one I watched, 2012. I don’t wanna talk about the year 2012, I just wanna asked, What if one day I couldn’t see the people I love at the very last second of our meeting? Anyway, that was all about people’s life and God is the one who control it, not us.

I had this whole idea of “what if” was not because of the above reasons only, it was all because of the people I love and the people who love me, my elder brother for protecting me against any harm that comes to me, my little brother for inspiring my life, my dad for spending his life time working to raise the family, and my mother for her whole’s life she had dedicated to the family. And the problem is that I hadn’t make them proud of me, since I am a very ordinary girl, to become a star in academic I need to study very hard, to become a star in sport I need to practice very hard and to be famous I must step to a very long and hard way. You should have understand what was I’m saying, as a person to achieve something I need to do everything with an extra effort. Am I out of topic? Sorry. So, after all, I haven’t do anything worth for the people I love. And that should not be happened, what if…

You know, I couldn’t believe I wrote this topic in my blog. I also couldn’t believe I could think of such thing I said before. You may asked your self deep inside your heart, what if all the unexpected things happened in your life, in a sudden, I’m sure you will be in a state of shock, but what if you can realize it before? Maybe you will be calmer than before, maybe this part is an exception for people who can handle such condition. Well, now what should we do? I think, you can just live your life as usual, achieve your greatest dream, reach your life’s aim, and don’t forget to always thanked to God for the blessings for you until today. Well, everything come back to its creator, anyway. That’s all I had shared with you this time. See you next time

Oka Kartikasari

Saturday, 5th December 2009

@Sangkuriang S-9, Bandung