Realize

03 Oct 2009 1 Comment

by okakartika in Sharing

Hi, people!!! This time I’ll write something more like the story of what had been happened to me. And sharing what I had learn or experienced which hopefully could give benefits to people. Well, that’s why my blog was made, sharing the life (read : my life).

2009 is really the year I would put it in my chart as one of the top best year in my life ( as if I ever had that kind of chart). Anyway, in this year, firstly I pass the final exam and graduated from High School, this one is an everlasting story. Secondly, I passed the entrance exam for the university, where I’m studying now. Actually there are enormous number of reasons why this year is just different, but I couldn’t write all of them one by one and not all of the people love to read it. So, the last one sum up all of the reasons, that is, REALIZE.

Before move on, I will use realize rather than realise, because I had been taught  with it and anyway that doesn’t matter at all. Get back then. Many of things I could tell, start with that word. I realize  many of things, as my age also gaining, being adult. I realize that  many things happens and I am fully responsible to what I’m doing. Even though behind me, there are my parent, my siblings and even my big family will always supporting me, but after all it’s about me. Maybe most of you might have realize it, though that you may think I am too late to realize, it’s better late rather than never at all realize and I am so eagerly need help with people like you. But, I’d rather like to discover it by my own way, being what I am is more than anything or I could tell I am such an egoistic person, whatever.

Still in the process of realizing, still many of things I must realize, like people said the important part is the process not the result, and one quote which my Dad told me and I took it as basic of how I live my life. My Dad took it from Mahabharata, I’ll write it in Indonesian language, “Hakmu Ada pada Kewajibanmu, Bukan pada Hasilnya”, which means, your right is at your duty not the result. Think  the meaning by yourself and tell me what do you think. So here I am, at the phase of study, try to be a good child, student and citizen. With God’s blessing, I’m ready to face the life, not only realizing but also acting.

Oka Kartikasari

Saturday, 3rd October 2009

@Sangkuriang S-9, Bandung